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Tue, May. 10th, 2005, 01:29 pm
mmmm, ice cream

Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!
You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

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Thu, May. 5th, 2005, 12:07 pm

What Color is Your Brain?

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Tue, May. 3rd, 2005, 11:00 am
Woes of the only child

I didn't have a sister. But I had a friend. Wish I got to be the friend in that role now. Ah but she has a sister. *sigh*

Fri, Apr. 29th, 2005, 05:35 pm

Your Birthdate: July 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.

The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.

Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.

You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.

You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.

It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

Wed, Apr. 27th, 2005, 09:35 pm

I wanted to write, now I can't find the right words to say. I hate this so much. It's funny because I tell Ian how I worry about him, and hate to see when he is angry or upset. Don't take my own advice apperantly. It's getting worse. I'm almost getting a perverse pleasure in seeing how far it will go. Then I will be back, and I will be ok again. Right now? Well, I'm still going.

Tue, Apr. 26th, 2005, 10:19 pm
freeze frame

It would have made a great picture. Looking through parted knees, drips of water running down them, as the showers good holes sprayed down. Looking at the off blue faded porclein of the shower wall, the line of almost empty shampoo bottles, the water stains and soap stains, the forever drip/pouring spicket, the dirty shower curtain, in the dim, lit by one bulb bathroom. It was the image of suicide. Somehow I knew that people slice their wrists in the bathtub, not to not be noticed, not to not make a mess, but because that's where they had always gone to hide from the world, that was the image they had stared at in sadness and hopelessness time and again. It was where they were safe to let go. Do not fear, I am not suicidal. It was just that image, I could just see it so vividly, I could feel it. I wish that I had had my camara, though the water would likely have ruined it. It would have been a good one though.

On a lighter note, Ian and I will have been married for 5 years on Thursday. Robbie's birthday is next month too, well in the midst of planning for that. See so many good reasons to not be the way I am.

Thu, Apr. 7th, 2005, 02:29 pm





Tue, Apr. 5th, 2005, 01:05 pm

I'm in such a good mood today. I've decided I shall be happy ~stamps foot~ and so it shall be so, hehe. Spring and summer are fun times so I am very much looking forward to them. Hightlights: Rachel's wedding, hopefully another trip to Maine, tons of day trips to the park, shore, New Hope, maybe Washington or an amusement park. Whee summer!!

Tue, Mar. 22nd, 2005, 12:59 pm

It's so pretty out! I am so much for happy that the sun is out and I can go out without a jacket. I think I shall go walking this afternoon. Today was my first day back in classes in two weeks. God I can't wait for summer. I'm not taking classes due to bad scheduling and confusing finances. I am glad though, as important and school may be, time for me, family, and friends is important too. And what better time than summer? I'm in quite the good mood tonight, besides a wierd headache. Feels like someone knocked me out with some powerful sedative and it's wearing off leaving my head aching with the reminder. That didn't happen though, so maybe I slept wrong, hehe. Go outside! It is a great day to remember that the winter has ended.

Thu, Mar. 17th, 2005, 10:52 am

Everyone shall pity me, it has been decreed. I must work tonight when I long to be out partying for the holiday. I'm such a St. Patrick's Day person and I will be stuck at work instead of enjoying green fun. So much of the not fairness. ~pout~ Very much unhappyness about this fact.
Last night Meg and Schramm came over. We pretty much did nothing but I had fun just chilling. Hopefully we weren't too boring.
Tonight I will be working, in case I didn't mention that. Wishing I was out with my friends.

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